sometimes i forget who i am, and i try to change that, but i know more now than ever, there are somethings that i cant change and somethings that i cant let go- because they are who i am. and i would simply die without them like a drowning sailor i cling to everything that i can hold onto- and it keeps me afloat. keeps my tired head above water.

i am going to sleep now. a late hour loosens the tongue, or this case the mind- and i dont even know you.