everything just keeps piling on like dirt over a coffin. and i am trapped inside. its just to damn hard to wake up and face these days. i dont know down from up and i am getting so dizzy. shovel. lift. toss. heavy. found out one could care less about me. shovel. lift. toss. heavy. i cant get you out of my head. shovel. lift. toss. heavy. i let someone else in, and i am afraid of the draft. i am afraid that i smothered to many already. shovel. lift. toss. heavy. i'll really miss your face in the next bit of future. but as a blind man cannot burn his eyes, so i am safe in not seeing joy. shovel. lift. toss. heavy. just bury me and get it over with. but this time leave me with no string and silverbell.