so i guess what i never expected to happen, has happened. i __________. i am not sure what to call it. but i think i like it. i like it a lot. i think i smile more now, i sleep more now, and even in my dreams, i cry little to none. i hesitate to glory in the moment, for fear i may lose hold of it *people are such slippery things*, but i cannot help myself but say, (and i really cant believe its happening), i really like this guy.