ahhhhh. hmmmmm. *he* makes me want to run to pick up the phone- everytime it rings, and check my email everytime the phone isnt ringing. there's something there i can't quite put my finger on, but i dont think i need to. just step back and be overwhelmed by its sweetness. just step back and look at *you* and smile. and i am so thankful. things have gone green again.. and the sun's come out.. and things have changed from brown and cold and dead to sweet and new and endlessly amazing. baby, *you* are _________... i dont even know what to say. except thanks. thanks. i love you.