so it is true. it is. you can see it. you can tell. stupid eyes, they give everything away. so open and at the same time, so critical.

something in me keeps a distance between my head and my eyes...something bitter, something afraid. afraid of being hurt. afraid of hurting someone else.

but you can still see. i hope you can. you could always see right through me. and maybe, it's because you're special, or maybe it's because i let you.