i have been reading my notebooks. i havent read some of them since i wrote them.. and i have forgoten it all. i keep notebooks because i cant keep memories. they change. they fade. they are often lost. but, i scratch my head onto paper... i am often able to look back onto said event/feeling with perfect clarity. so many things change in such little time. some for the sweet better, and some for the worse- and i would have forgotten them too, had i not felt the compulsion to pen it all down. i am older now, i bit wiser, quieter, sometimes, when i need to be. and i think that those things are good. i am getting better at life, though i still stutter when we speak.
~~kristin.michelle.dennis
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