it's so very very quite here. right now. it's like the calm before the storm. honestly, when i look out the window (i just did), there is not one single leaf moving on one single tree. the whole place is still like a story about a kid who stopped time... nothing moves.

it's also grey. the sky is all muddied with clouds. not the puffy happy kind, but the grey slop of impending rain.

i dont know why i told you this. but i see it and i feel it. maybe i dont want to be alone in that.