sometimes you just cant help but hate someone. i try i try and justify saying, "this person is a nice person, they havent done anything to me", but it usually results in no change, and i silently despise. the thing is, i regret it too, everytime, but i just cant wash it out of my system. i cant shake the whole thing off and shake hands and forgive... because she's not really done anything wrong. i never said i was graceful.