i dont want to be another bad memory in this town. in people's heads. i dont want to leave a scar impression in any hands or any beds. i dont mean to blind eyes or deafen ears or trip wires and pull tears. or write stories for years and years like legends and accusations.

i dont want to kill flowers when i walk by or make truth look like lies or leave this place with bad goodbyes. but sometimes no matter what i try,